This trying to be someone else, someone better is an exhausting journey, an impossible one even. If you are not accepting of who you are now, you never will. Here
Difficult emotions… all of us are faced with them. Sometimes, we let them take over and other times we simply push them away. But what we are doing is,
I often have difficulty embracing this side of me-this lonely, separated, angry, torn away part of me that craves, wants and demands. I push it away with resolve and indignation